8 January 2009

Never felt warmer, or tireder.

So, Christmas has gone. Did anyone see where? I could really do with a Christmas about now. I've been just writing assignments for weeks. And some church stuff over Christmas. Oh, and there's been the 'extreme weather rough sleepers emergency shelter' too.
I've seen way to many 4, 5 and 6AMs recently. You know that point where your world is like a bleary dream - or is it that your dreams become like a bleary world? Well, that's me and my world, or my dreams. It's felt a lot like when i should be going to bed i'm staying up, and when i should be getting up i'm already up, and it's always dark, and i know that means different things in the Winter to what it does in the Summer but i don't know what it means now, and Spurs went a goal down to Burnley (was that a dream?), and Spurs beat Burnley 4-1 (did i dream that?), and Israel's agreed to stop carpet bombing Gaza for 3 hours a day, so aid can get through - before they start bombing again, and i'd like to put a film reference down but it's been so long since i've seen one i've forgotten what they look like, and woolworths went, and - what do you mean 'my grammar's gone to pot'? If you feel like i...if i felt li... if you felt like i feel - you know what i mean! Anyway, i don't make you read this, if you don't like it, fine! Go away!...Oh, now i got myself all cranky.

Anyway, yeah, where was i? Yeah, I'm a bit tired, but the main thing right now is that i've never been so conscious of temperature before; be it alertness to the cold outside or appreciation of the privilege of my bed's warmth.